Breaking My Heart

Many of you may know that Lloyd and I are going to be moving fairly soon. We had a lot of talks about lots of things. The easier talks have been about where we are going to live and what kind of house to live in. Even though these talks are huge, they are not as hard as some have been. The harder talks have been about our pets. And when I say pets, I really mean one of my pets. About a year ago, Lloyd and I decided that when we have children we will have to find Carson a new home. As cute as he is, Carson has a very bad and aggressive temper. And that aggressive temper has gotten worse over the past few months. Carson has gotten mean towards us and the other dogs. He's not being a bad dog, he's just getting mean. I am nervous wreck when I see all the dogs playing. I just wonder if Carson is going to lose control and start fighting with Jack & Sawyer. (That has happened a lot) Saying all of that, I am afraid that we are going to lose Carson sooner than we original planned. Lloyd and I decided that when we do actually move, Carson will not be moving with us. This breaks my heart - Lord knows, I've done a lot of crying. I even begged Carson to clam down and be the cool dog he once was, but how much reasoning can you do to a dog. I love Carson so much and I don't want to lose him. But I have to look out for my family and my other pets. This has to be the hardest decision I have made - and it breaks my heart.